if u could u knw u would.....

i know it, u cant deny that chemistry.it might seem like a freindship. but its one freindship i don't get. if the room faded and the people around u were gone would u have noticed? i probably faded along with everyone else. it seemed like i was a spectator to a date. like i was watching somone on one of those dating games from my own couch at home. it was like our first date. it was like my many first dates ive been on. you know u would deny it till u were red in the face but if u had the opportunity, and if she was into u and would have given u a chance before there ever was a me and u, u know u would go for it. u wouldnt care it's ur freind's sister u would have gone for it. it's not something that u can deny. u could see it from a mile away. and it's not just because im jealous of ur relationship. it cant be just about that because i know wat i see and i know how u are and how u get, and it sucks because that used to be me. do u ever get excited like that for me anymore? do i still give u butterflies in ur stomach? because u do to me.
and i stll get excited to see u.
theres just no denying it. i know wat i saw. that is not ur freindship with ur freinds sister.....thats a longtime crush uve never gotten over. and i hate u for denying it.