when i started this blog its main purpose for me was to vent. to find someone out there that believes in the same things i believe in and was filled with rants rather than raves...but i progressed into entries that were somewhat more fun-filled and happy go-lucky....except for that one time. and in that process i promised myself that i wouldnt bore readers with my agonizing phsyche. then time went by and realized that it shouldnt really matter because nobody reads this anyways. i mean i am a miniscule blogger in this vast blogoshpere. i read others' blogs and think howd they get to be that big.what r they doing right and wat am i doing wrong? i mean i could tell my freinds about this blog but then that would defeat the purpose of having a blog. how could i rant about them when i know they would eventually read it. ive lost direction, motivation, desperation for this blog. so if im not ranting about the treacheries of this life, it doesnt matter because nobody is reading this anyway so i might as well save myself some sanity and fuck 'em and rant, rant, rant and rant some fucking more. it makes me feel temporarily sane for putting my words out there for by chance someone with just as much time as i doso happenstansly pass by and read my thoughts and peer into my heart. i feel better.......ok.....there it.....ohp lost it. now i can go back to sulking.
c u later motherfuckers!!!!