Posing for Andy Warhol!!!!

If youve been wondering what i've been doing for the past couple fo days ive been playing model. --------->Posing for Andy Warhol. Could i be the next edie sedgwick. psshh!!!! in my wildest dreams!!! Anyways back to the real world. I haven't been up to much, on saturday night i thought maybe sam would come to my rescue, not likely. Yea so there i was home, dreaming of a party that i wish i was at dressed up in a costume only fit for such an "emo"girl. Hot topic? Check please!! yea so i was pretty bummed i ddnt get to go out and dress up but wtvr. In other news, Sunday i met up with my freind sarah and margo and we went to Williamsburg/ Greenpoint to just chill and take in the downtown brooklyn scene. Nothing says scenery quite like the desolation of old abandoned factory buildings and rusty lofts. My kind of Nabe!!! Then we headed over to zen palate for some yummy veggie asian dishes. I highly recommend the sweet potatoe fries noone makes em better than zenpalate. After the oh-so yummy oh-so- cheap meal i headed back home. On my way back home i got a call from Sam and he wanted to meet up later in the night so we ended up meeting and went for some cofee/tea (him tea, me cofee) at "The Tea Lounge" and chatted up for a while when i realized i was exhausted and needed to get some sleep for my 6:45 wake up call. Yikes!!! Anyways till next time Zip it Up and Zip it Out!!!

Boredom Is Counter Revolutionary????

Feeling kind of Bored. So i made the bestest ever "mixtape". Yayy!!! ok ill tell you y im bored. It's because im home on a saturday night wishing i could be out. Ok its actually the first saturday night im home in a while but still, can someone please explain to me why an attractive(im not conceited, but im not fugly thats for damn sure) 20 year old girl is home on a saturday night not by choice (ok maybe a little) instead of partying it up with the best of them? I still am trying to figure it out. I guess it has something to do with the fact that my "freinds" are pretty flaky. Why is it that when your in a relationship everyone else seems to be having such a great time being single and once your single everyone is frkn attached. Its a consipracy i tell ya!!! You would think that someone so young should have a bangin' social life, right?
Ok, so my friend Sam called me up earlier and was telling me he was going to this holloween party in Tribeca and he was going alone so then he asked me what i was doing i told him i was trying to figure out wat i was doing so then he tells me, GET THIS---- he would take me and he wants to hang out with me right, but doesnt want to be bound to me at the party, so its like if hes hangng out with other ppl at the party its not like he ditched me, which is cool because he was being honest but its lame too. Watvr so i told him i was cool with it so then he tells me find someone to go with and well chill at the party. So being the desperate party girl that i am tried finding a freind tahts not attached at teh hip to a beau and tried to set something up but that was a failure waiting to happen. Being that i had just made a change in my life and kind of ditched the "BUBBLE" i kind of lost my relationship with some freinds so im in this stuck situation where im not meeting new ppl like i should be and not in touch with old "freinds" so i dnt have that many options. Yea anyways Sam hadnt called back, i guess he wasnt all that interested in hanging out but watvr!!!
Anyways heres the "mixtape" i made although its not a tape and its not a mix just a list hehe

THE ULTIMATE DANCE MIXTAPE:
(In this exact order)

1. Gorrillaz- Dare
2. M.I.A.- Galang
3. Louis XIV- Finding Out that True Love is Blind
4. Kings of Leon- The Bucket
5. Sons and Daughters- Dance Me In
6. The Audition- Youve Made Us Conscious
7. Senses Fail- Rum is for Drinking not Burning
8. Depeche Mode- Enjoy the Silence
9. The Cure- If You Leave
10. Tears for Fears- Don't You Forget About Me
11. Nena- 99 Red Balloons
12. The Smiths- How Soon is Now
13. Kings of Leon- Molly's Chamber
14. Nightmare of You- I Want to Buried in Your Backyard
15. The Decemberists- Oceanside
16. Idlewild- Love Steals Us from Lonliness
17. Nightmare of You- Thumbelina
18. Louis XIV- All th Little Pieces
19. Madonna- Hung Up
20. Fallout Boy- Dance Dance

Yea so thats it for now- thats my playlist right now. Let me know what you think have any suggestion anything love to hear it.

Thanks

Feeling dissappointed once again!!!!

Ok, my freind Barry (aahh fuck it,real name) last week was telling me like we should get dressed up this weekend and go out. i sed yea sounds fun and this whole time im thinking ok we mite have plans but ddint really discuss anyhting further. Now he tells me; Him [6:15 PM]: ill take pics Me [6:16 PM]: whree u going? Him [6:16 PM]: joshuia tree has a party Me [6:17 PM]: who u going wth?Him [6:17 PM]: noam and drew. WTF??? Thats not cool. WTVR gotta go find s/t to do tonite.

Welcome all Biiitttccchheessss!!!!!!

Heyy Bitches!!!!

This is my first post and im really excited although my life is not all that exciting. I left my identity anonymous because theres nothing that goes unnoticed with the people that i knw. Although my identity will unravel as time goes on. i promise!!! However the people ill be talking about their names def are going to be disguised(im paranoid wat can i say). Unless i'm talking about celebs then who gives a fuck.I'll try to keep it as real as possible. Anyways about me: I just turned 20 this summer and im trying to find my place in this fuckn world. Its little old me aginst the world. Ever since high school ended, i dropped the jap-y attitude came down from my fantasy world and the "BUBBLE" opened up my eyes and learned a thing or two about other cultures. Granted I didnt have this life altaring experience to give me this blow to the head, but i might as well have with the changes ive made. I'm stuck living at home(for now) with big city dreams. I've mapped out my life without a path to start from. It's like this mirage that you know isnt there but it looks so real. I'm ready to get out and do my thing but scared to let go of my past. It's like this book that i just read called "Nevermind the Goldbergs". It talks about this Orthodox Jewish girl that listens to punk music and goes to concerts and shows and looks up to Ani DiFranco but still has her moral and jewish values. When i picked up the book and read the panel i was like this is my calling. Although im not orthodox- more like traditional and we dnt have the same values- b/c im alittle more secular than she is, like ill eat non-kosher food except for meat but im a veggie anyways, or ill fool around with guys but im still the big "V", were pretty much the same b/c shes ready for this life in the secular world but shes not ready to leave behind e/t shes been raised to be. Thats my only setback. That and the disapproval of my parents. I guess the reason why i wanted to post a blog was because i was tired of being alone in a packed room. I wanted to see if there was anyone else out there that feels the way i do. I'm tired of those lame people on myspace. Theyr always like "u wnt feel lonely anymore, not when ur with me", enter loser with 10 freinds all are pornstar looking girls with their tits hanging out of their shirts. Anyone out there with actual substance?????